Hear me whisper...

nev please stop it,
i dont want to be stocked in the middle of this conversation no more,
you keep on saying it as if being friends with me is not enough for you,
as if being this close is not enough nev...

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i know..
i totally understand..

each time we are into this same conversation,
it seems that our friendship got compromised...
its not that im not aware of it..
but let me tell you this little secret of mine..

each night before i met you,
there always this argument...
an argument between me and my alter ego,
argument about this feeling deep inside my heart...

to be totally honest with you,
i like you...
its not like i like you, i like you..

to be totally honest with you,
i think im in love with you..

its not that i want to compromise our friendship girl,
its also not that i want to bring this friendship into a new level, no, not that...

it is not only that i want to be happy with you when you feel happy...
but to be with you and be your source of happiness...

it is not only that i want to be sad with you when you feel like sad...
but i always willing to feel with you your deepest insecurities...

it is not only that i want to be always there when you need someone to talk with...
but i want to always be there around the corner even when you dont need anyone to talk with..

so i rather talk to you all over again,
than to just bury my feelings in the depths of my heart...
i rather hear you saying no,
than to just lost in curious silence...

Hear me whisper...
i love you..


XOXO,

Nevins G. Manafe